I'm not exactly sure how to move on. I'm not sure that my heart wants to, I'm not sure that it can stand the capacity of leaving behind the past. But I know that it's the future. I know that there is no way around it, I know that there exists no probability of my past reoccuring again. No possibility of connection.
So I'm beginning a new journey - a slow, unsteady one, but someday I'll get over this. Someday, I'll be able to stand on my own.